Ok, first and foremost, today is a VERY VELA day. I am also going through the one of the most unbelievable mood swings. This is the second post for the day *i need consultation, give me the number of a decent psychiatrist somebody*

I have never felt this anxious in my life. Most of my friends are working and although they are complaining about the tortuous training sessions they need to sit through and the work they have to do (save A who gets to research on civilizations), I'm certain its better than this homeo-stasis that I cant extricate myself from. Serves me right. Acting all pricey by not sitting for corporate placements! Miss I'm going off for a phd!

My girlfriends seem to have absolutely no regard for the fact that I'm still single and keep raving about how good it feels to have a settled life. You just end up feeling like a freak when they celebrate their monthly anniversaries and plan their lives so that it may be convenient for "the both of them". Sigh. Sweet stuff. Very annyoing too. I could still enjoy my singlehood if I'm not constantly reminded about happy couples.

I just need "ooh-oo child" to be sung to me. Or maybe I want to sing "you oughta know" under somebody's window. Has anybody wronged me?