okay, this post is the result of an inundation of complaints from a few regulars of this blog (God bless their souls!). its true that i'm suffering from a lack of inspiration to expresss, this piece comes as a savior to rescue January 2007 from being postless.

most of december and all of jan were spent in the joy of reunion, the pain of separation , the hope of worthfulness, the realization of my uselessness; moments of restlessness and weeks of indolence. Elaboration required after that corniness? here goes:


1. Ridz was here for her winter break. it took me no time to getting used to having my best friend live across the street again...just crash into her home and pour my heart out and gossip about JMC connections and laugh till tears welled out of my eyes and revisit all the favorite college haunts...and snap just like that she was gone. sigh. "we meet to part and part to meet...." and so that horrible saying goes.

2. Most JNU friends have their lives sorted out and i sit here in uncertainty and indecision.

3. Thinking leads to cervical pains which necessitate excessive sleep which causes a derangement of the mind.

the above pretty much sums up my present condition. its not that depressing actually. i finally begin to see the beauty in winter now that its less cold and the days are coquettishly cloudy.