drying up

trying hard to block out my sister's rendition of 'dont cry' playin in the background. i'm trying hard to think bout what i should look like tomorrow...

trying very hard...so that things begin to matter again...

somebody..anybody...please wake me up tomorrow..

don't want to stare at the green canopy outside a broken window instead of listening to the lectures...i've stopped sitting in corners now

maybe i am moving on...